Now, I should be working on an anth paper that's due tomorrow, but I'm not. I will, just not at this moment in time. I will very shortly, I promise. But... i'm bored. therefore I blog. it is life.

I know, I feel like i haven't been on since forever, but in actuality, its been what? 4 days? god, am i really that... bored? pathetic? something? meh.

I was thinking something, but can't remember what it is at this moment. oh well, go me.

Kar (aka Tickle Tush), its ok that you gave it to Ju. I was gonna ask her if she wanted it anyways.

um... what is it with you people and love? why not just go out there and be free? date? have no restrictions? or, if you want the relationship, have it. but whatever. i dunno. its not like i'm complaining, i'm just asking.

like i've said before, I don't do love. at least, not right now. i guess i'm not ready for it yet. nor do i want to be. I'd like to have different kinds of experiences. no, not just sex ones, but a whole lot of different ones. i dunno. who cares. i just don't want to now. blah

life and stuff...


umm... so.. hows life?

i really should be working on my paper.. but my music is gone.. and i am sad....

i feel... something. awkward? no. bored? yes, but not just that. lust? sometimes, but not right now. i dunno. it'll something or something (yay cait's vocab!!)

oh well. this seems like a very bored post. i don't think it should be.

I like the Band. they are great. when you get famous, just remember that I was your #1 Groupie (who didn't have sex with you), ok?

ok, me and Kyle have come up with the most brilliant plan in the whole entire world. We are going to go to Hollywood, I'm going to seduce Stuart (Kyle thinks I can, so I will), and we're going to run off. I like Charlize though, so she will be comforted by the "anonymous nice stranger" that will be Kyle and all will be well with the world. I'll be off somewhere having orgasmic glory with stuart, and kyle and charlize will be off having some great comfort sex. its all good.

ok, now i'm gonna finish my paper.

found this while working on a paper, thought it was funny, decided to share:

Ankh:

Symbolizes fertility rites and the building up of lust within a person. A spirit of Lust is the power of this union of male /female representations. Also called the Long Life Seal.

I've decided to have a new promise to myself, one that I know I will keep for I am very passionate about it at this time.

I don't like dating. I don't want to date anymore. I'm tired of it. I dread dates. I think I might kill the next person who tries to ask me out. Seriously. Gods will smite the next person who tries to ask me out, so says Karen. I believe her too.

On a happy note, Karen has decided to name the parking lot. The parking lot is now named Adam. So shall she has said it, so shall it be called. Unless she changes it to something else. but whatever. she has whims. but don't we all. don't we all.

anyhoo... yah, i'm sure i had something else to write...


I now have My Queen of the Damned Tape. I will force those of you who have shunned to watch it with me in all of Stuart's orgasmness. He's fucking hot. mmmmmmmmm...

ok, bye.

I don't get why I have to be Jesse. I'm nothing like Jesse. I don't have a boyfriend, I'm not popular, I'm not like her. So I don't get why I have to be Jesse. And anyway, who is ben again? Cuz i refuse to be jesse if ben is someone i don't tolerate. or something.

why can't you people leave me alone? If i didn't want to sit on the floor, i wouldn't've. I would've gotten a chair, or I would've tried to make one of you move.

and why can't i be bitchy to random people (mainly roger)?? its not like i know them and like they care, right? i was only playing.

and i know my comments are confusing, but i don't know how to fix them. i'm not the computer genius, ok? gods, i'm not a genius at all...

and writing lame ass erotica doesn't count either. i just have an imagination, is all. besides, i'm losing my artistic talent when it gets to writing stories anyway. I'm losing my creativeness. or my passion. god, that would suck. i would hate it if i lost my passion. what would i be? NOTHING!! i like having my passion, thank you. its part of me. I don't have anger issues, i just express my anger. there's a difference.

mmmmm... brian... stuart... doyle...

(those were not put in any order. their names were done in random order.)

anyhoo...

my nails are red. pretty red. i have to repaint them tho. i'll prolly do that either tomorrow or friday.

friday... lets not think of that, ok?

And I will not be your doll, damn you. if i don't like what you put me in, i'm not wearing it!!

I retract my statment that I love the band and own them. Now, I want nothing to do with them. Except for Drew since he's my soulmate. But they have lost their titles, so there is no perfect one, no pervert, no cool one. i disown the band.